Never in my life i see myself so weak before. Demoralize badly by the maths paper.
To say it in the optimistic way: I PASS 1 paper out of 5
To say it in the pessimistic way: I FAILED 4 paper out of 5 (expecting to fail more... HAIZ...)
Though i have recently found new goals in life to motivate me to move on. But the fact that i failed majority of my paper, really made me loose all my will to move on...